Be nice.

Hey! It's been almost a week since I last blogged. So yeah. On Sunday we learned in youth about being nice.



1. Be nice.
2. Forgive others.
3. Be nice but don't put on a mask.


Learned more than that. But can't really remember. I think I'm falling sick. So. I better go off now. Bye. =)



Love,
Jean Ann
It's you I'm dreaming of.

Keep holding on.

Hey! Camp was awesome as said in the previous post. Did some obstacle course. Listened to lots of motivational talks. But it was all good! Really emotional camp. I think everyone really did get closer and got to know one another better. Learned a lot and saw a lot of people cry. Awesome camp overall. Nothing is up lately. Haven't really been studying yet although exams are in less than a month's time. I just feel helpless over somethings. Somethings that I know I can't help with. Helplessness just takes over. But no matter what happens, we should never give up. Keep holding on. Well, that's all for now. Goodbye.



Keep holding on,
Cause you know we'll make it through, make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through.


Keep holding on- Avril Lavigne






Love,
Jean Ann
We'll make it through.

Back from Camp.

Hey people. I'm back from camp. =) Had an awesome time there. Learned alot of new things. I shall blog about it next time alright? =)
Bye!



Love,
Jean Ann
F-U-N.

I forgot.

Yes. I've officially forgot what I wanted to blog about. But there's still traces of it in my brain. So I shall drain it out and spill it here. =) Well, learned about giving thanks in youth on Sunday. So I'm gonna tell you what I've learned.

1. Always give thanks no matter good things happen to you or bad things happen to you. It's a gift from God. He's building character through tough times.

2. Don't ask why me? When you face tough times. Ask, Why not me? =)


Okay. Those are the main points. I mean. Those that I can remember. Prefect camp is on Friday till Sunday. So, don't miss me. =)


Bye.



Love,
Jean Ann
Bright cold silver moon.

I'm not over you.

Hey world. Came back from tuition about an hour ago. Had a mini Physics test. It was hard okay. So I probably screwed up the whole paper. So yeah. Camp is next week, and as it gets closer. I don't feel like going anymore. Just that feeling of laziness and well, I don't know. Anyways. I would like to proudly say that I watched my school basketball team play in the finals today! It was really exciting. =) In the end we lost to the Puchong school. But it was seriously an awesome match. Go Fourians. =) So yeah. Nothing much to say. So, bye. =)



Love,
Jean Ann
Puddles in the rain.

Writing to express and not impress.

I like that line. Writing to express how you feel and not to impress people. Have been working on 5 essays lately. Did some research to help me do my essay. Apparently my English is not that good. So now, I have to work and work on my essays. My hand hurts writing essay after essay. Doing sketches everywhere. Papers scattered on the floor. Imagine that. So, trying really hard to keep it all together. Trying as hard as possible to study. But with the amount of essays I have, it's kinda hard. But I'm gonna do it anyway. Thanks for the encouragement that some people gave me. It really did help. Thanks. Well, off I go to finish my irritating essays.


" Even when I fail you, I know you love me. =)"

Love,
Jean Ann
Shine your light and let the whole world see.

We're strangers whatever we do.

Hey world. =) I don't get blogger sometimes. When there's alot on my mind. When I feel as low as ever and wanna blog. It doesn't let me. But hey, now it lets me blog. Well, there's still lots on my mind. So I might as well type it now before blogger goes haywire again. I have been feeling down lately. I have no idea why. Results came back. Not satisfied. I try my hardest at doing stuff sometimes. But somehow it doesn't always turn out the way I want it to be. Life isn't that pleasing either. I don't know about what I want to be in the future. My schoolmates ditches me sometimes for their much closer friends. Sometimes when I feel like screaming, there's no where I could let my anger out. When I feel like crying, no ones there. It kinda hurts. I hate the feeling of being ditched. I hate being in form 4. I hate that I'm not as good as anyone else. I hate it that I'm sitting to someone I barely talk to. I hate the fact that I don't have someone to run to and tell all my problems to and just cry my lungs out to. I hate it when all I want is someone to hold me tight and tell me everything is going to be okay. I know I'm no good at doing anything. I know I'm not that smart either. All I know is life still goes on despite all these happening. All I know is I'm just gonna hold on to this, this sentence that will give me that extra push. This sentence is the thing that always makes me feel better on a gloomy day.


" I don't know what tomorrow holds, but this one thing I know, I need you Lord."


I will try my best to be a better person. I envy people who have that bunch of friends or maybe just someone to tell them they could do it. Someone who will stay up all night for them. It's just that feeling. Being a girl. Emotions never fail to take over. I need to find some way to distract myself. Off I go to start that journey of distracting myself. =)




Love,
Jean Ann
There's no where to hide from the truth.