When the thoughts in my head wouldnt keep quiet.

Like everyone else, I have thoughts and worries too. Sometimes they're kept far behind my mind, but sometimes they just speak so loudly in my head that I tend to drown myself in them. Sometimes I wonder, what's there to think about? Live life as it as and take things as it goes and I live by this everyday. But sometimes, the worries and practically, Life, sends me thinking bout lots of stuff.



For instance, I have done things I have never thought of doing before and I don't regret them. But I'm just worried. Worried that things won't go out as planned.

"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." Jeremiah 29:11


Somehow this comes to mind only when I'm typing this. Blogging and penning down my thoughts make me feel better at times. (: I know things might not turn out as planned, or maybe they might. I won't know. But all I know is my life is in HIS hands and HE already has HIS plans for me. But for sure I know, HIS plans will never harm me, but instead give me hope and a future.




And to My Superhero, I know we've changed in many ways. Some good, some bad. But I know that I'll keep my promises and I know you will too. I'm sorry for acting like a non-stop-worrier but that's the way I am. I don't know how the future will be, but all I know is, no matter what happens, all we have will be kept as memories. Always and forever. Nothing will ever erase them away. (:

Love,
Jean Ann
When my thoughts drowns me.

When reality smacks you in the face.

Life has been pretty busy since the beginning of this year. Projects, homework, studies and pretty much a whole lot of other stuff. But what can I say. After this year, I bet I'll miss secondary school. (: So I'm gonna enjoy it while i still can. But being busy and buried in other things. I've come to realize that my main focus in life wasn't in the picture. The One that I'm suppose to put first in everything, wasn't there. I feel lost and insecure. Don't know which path to choose. But when I realize what was missing, everything fell back into place again. I hate the feeling of being lost. I hate the feeling of forgetting to put the most important thing first in my life. I hate having doubts in my life. But I know I can overcome this if I just do what I'm suppose to do and fix things. If you don't get it. It's okay. (:

Time to get back on track.


Love,
Jean Ann
Reality.