It's You in me

I've been writing very little.

2011-06-03T03:00:00.000-07:00

I've realize that I've forgotten and neglected my blog. My blog used to be the place where I express how I feel. I guess I haven't have much time on my hands doing it. I've created my tumblr account. But I'm not deleting my blog. (: My blog will still be the place where I express how I feel. And now? I feel good. (: Real good. :) So yeah. Till then, goodbye.

Brooklyn Bridge.

2011-05-20T06:07:00.000-07:00

Things like these don’t happen to me
Everything used to be so ordinary
From the day that I met you everything’s changed

Feel like I’m dreamin’ with my eyes open wide
Baby, you make me feel so good inside
What you’ve done to me is kinda hard to explain

Like standin’ in Times Square on New Year’s Eve
And no one is around
Like lookin’ up on a summer’s day and see
A snowflake’s fallin’ down
Like dancin’ on the Brooklyn Bridge
By a perfect candlelight
That’s how you make me feel, every time
You say you’re mine

It seems just like yesterday
That I didn’t even know your name
And now I can’t imagine life without you here, my dear
What you do to me, it’s something new to me
What I’m tryin’ to say is, every time you’re near

It’s like standin’ in Times Square on New Year’s Eve
And no one is around
Like lookin’ up on a summer’s day and see
A snowflake’s fallin’ down
Like dancin’ on the Brooklyn Bridge
By a perfect candlelight
That’s how you make me feel, every time
You say you’re mine

And everyday feels like I’m falling
In love with you again
And gets better every time
And the lights of the city,
They fall all around me
They can’t make me feel like this
Cause nothing compares to dancing
With you on the Brooklyn Bridge

Like standin’ in Times Square on New Year’s Eve And no one is around Like lookin’ up on a summer’s day and see A snowflake’s fallin’ down Like dancin’ on the Brooklyn Bridge By a perfect candlelight That’s how you make me feel, every time You say you’re mine. Brooklyn Bridge- Lee Dewyze

That's how I feel, when I'm with you. <3

Life has been pretty busy and packed. Mainly cause I've been studying my butt off. (: But what can I say, life has never felt this good. (: There's nothing I could ever ask for, I'm super blessed. Blessed with great people around me. (:

And to you,
Everyday is a new day with you. Waking each morning, knowing that what happened isn't a dream. I can't believe it. I still think that I'm living in a dream. I feel really blessed to know, that it's all true. And now? I can't imagine life without you. (: You're special, you're unique, you think you're not smart, but let me tell you, you're the smartest person to me <3 You are more than I could ever ask for. You're mine. (: (: Y.I.L. <3

Love,
Jean Ann
You're special. (:

When the thoughts in my head wouldnt keep quiet.

2011-04-29T21:59:00.002-07:00

Like everyone else, I have thoughts and worries too. Sometimes they're kept far behind my mind, but sometimes they just speak so loudly in my head that I tend to drown myself in them. Sometimes I wonder, what's there to think about? Live life as it as and take things as it goes and I live by this everyday. But sometimes, the worries and practically, Life, sends me thinking bout lots of stuff.

For instance, I have done things I have never thought of doing before and I don't regret them. But I'm just worried. Worried that things won't go out as planned.

"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." Jeremiah 29:11

Somehow this comes to mind only when I'm typing this. Blogging and penning down my thoughts make me feel better at times. (: I know things might not turn out as planned, or maybe they might. I won't know. But all I know is my life is in HIS hands and HE already has HIS plans for me. But for sure I know, HIS plans will never harm me, but instead give me hope and a future.

And to My Superhero, I know we've changed in many ways. Some good, some bad. But I know that I'll keep my promises and I know you will too. I'm sorry for acting like a non-stop-worrier but that's the way I am. I don't know how the future will be, but all I know is, no matter what happens, all we have will be kept as memories. Always and forever. Nothing will ever erase them away. (:

Love,
Jean Ann
When my thoughts drowns me.

When reality smacks you in the face.

2011-04-08T22:12:00.000-07:00

Life has been pretty busy since the beginning of this year. Projects, homework, studies and pretty much a whole lot of other stuff. But what can I say. After this year, I bet I'll miss secondary school. (: So I'm gonna enjoy it while i still can. But being busy and buried in other things. I've come to realize that my main focus in life wasn't in the picture. The One that I'm suppose to put first in everything, wasn't there. I feel lost and insecure. Don't know which path to choose. But when I realize what was missing, everything fell back into place again. I hate the feeling of being lost. I hate the feeling of forgetting to put the most important thing first in my life. I hate having doubts in my life. But I know I can overcome this if I just do what I'm suppose to do and fix things. If you don't get it. It's okay. (:

Time to get back on track.

Love,
Jean Ann
Reality.

Adorable (:

2011-03-31T04:25:00.000-07:00

I'm gonna dress my Kids up like that next time and rare pandas and bulldogs. (: (: <3

Love,
Jean Ann
Happy, I'm in love. (:

You.

2011-03-15T09:19:00.000-07:00

Whatever happened is the past. Nothing is ever gonna change how I feel about you. (: Remember when you told me that people make mistakes? (: I forgive you. No matter what happens I still love you alright? (: Cheer up alright? (: I love you. You and me forever. I really meant it when I say I love you. I promise that I will never leave you. I really truly love you.

Cause I'm like that.

2011-03-15T06:51:00.000-07:00

Yes, I've recently left my blog untouched. ): I feel bad now. I promised that I'll never forget to blog. But recently, too many things just keeps me away from blogging and I've kinda lost my mood to blogging. But no matter. I shall rekindle the feeling again. :P So exams are over and one week of holidays just doesn't seem enough. I have stacks of homework that needs to be completed and submitted after the holidays and I'm not really in the mood to them. :P Well, being the typical lazy bum that I am. So yeah. Went out with Eeyore on Monday and had fun watching a movie and basically chilling about doing nothing.(: So yup. That's how life is coming about.

Pray for Japan and the world. (:

Love,
Jean Ann
Loving you. (:

Neglecting.

2011-01-31T19:14:00.000-08:00

I've realized I have been neglecting bloggy over here. So I'm here to give my poor bloggy some attention. (: Chinese New Year is coming and I'm super excited. Yummy food + Family members+ Fun= Chinese New Year. (: Heheeee. Excited to see my relatives. (: So yuppie! Have lots of homework to do and I'm gonna to try to finish them later. Hopefully. So yup! Have a Happy Chinese New Year people.

Lots of love,
Jean Ann
Like we used to. (:

Cause of you.

2011-01-19T09:00:00.000-08:00

You came into my life unexpectedly, brought so much joy and happiness and I could never ask for more. (:

P.S: Teletubbies is better than Barney. :P

love,
Jean Ann
Teletubbies <3

Impossible? I think not.

2011-01-07T07:36:00.000-08:00

My thoughts bothers me all the time. That's why they're called thoughts right? I've been thinking about lots of stuff. Especially my studies. I wonder if I can make it. But I know I can if I work hard and do everything I can and give it all I have. Most importantly, I know He is with me and he will give me strength to pull through every single challenge. Knowing you would be there too, helps me too. (: lot's of stuff to do, but feels like 24 hours in a day ain't enough. But no matter what, I'll try my best. (:

Love,
Jean Ann
Thank you. (:

Hate.

2011-01-03T00:39:00.000-08:00

I hate it when it rains when I'm going home. I hate how some people can have everything in the world and still not be satisfied. I hate how people assume girls love pink. I hate how people think just because you're in pure science, you're smart. I hate it how people discriminate others just because their different. I hate it when you make me so worried. I hate it that you always make me happy. I hate it when you make me smile eventhough I'm having the worse day ever. I hate how you insult me but still make me laugh about it. I hate how you make me love you so much.

Full of Hate,
Jean Ann
Hate that I love you.

Happy New Year.

2011-01-01T07:02:00.000-08:00

It's a new year. Times to do stuff I never thought of doing before. Besides that, I'm pretty okay. Doing the stuff I always do. So yeah. Still hanging in there. (: Goodbye.

Love,
Jean Ann
Cause everytime you talk about leaving, it hurts me deep inside.

Memories we had.

2010-12-26T08:22:00.000-08:00

Memories are something that we will always keep. It's drawing nearer and nearer to the end of the year, and let me tell you, this year has been wonderful. Yes, there has been lots of ups and downs. But overall, I really have to thank God for looking after me, giving me great friends to keep me company, great church friends to talk to, have fun with and of course my great great family. What more could a girl ask for? It's the end of another great chapter in my life. Now it's time to close it, keep it with me and have a brand new start with a brand new year. More memories to be created, more precious moments to come, more to learn and time to grow grow grow! (: Just because we're growing up, that doesn't mean we can't enjoy the simple pleasures in life anymore. It's just whether you're willing to let go of your so called "image" to do it. I do what I please. Not to please anyone else but myself. I may act like a kid, but hey, that's the way I am. (:

Thank you for giving me a great life. Yes, I've fallen down a billion times, but I chose to get up and move on. I know with You by my side, nothing is impossible. I won't let any obstacle stop me from getting where I want to go. Everything happens for a reason. Time to face it all, but not alone, but with You. (:

Love,
Jean Ann
You'll be with me, wherever I go.

Thoughts that makes no sense, but makes sense.

2010-12-22T15:48:00.000-08:00

I know. That line didn't make sense. Well, that's the best I can come up with. (: After waking up at 7 and wasn't able to sleep. I had to take Panadol to help relieve the stupid headache and the fever I was having. Not to mention the flu and cough that is ultra irritating. I'm fine now. After a phone call last night, I realize that I'm just over-emotional and a worry-er. Spend time talking to God and told him how I worry bout my future, how I worry that we might change, how I worry how next year would be like. But in the end, I felt so much better, once I learned how to cast all my anxiety on Him.

Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you” (1 Peter 5:7)

Something that I should keep reminding myself of. Enjoy my time now and live day to day with no regrets. Worry not and be happy. That's what I'll learn to do. (:

Love,
Jean Ann
I don't wanna lose you.

Christmas List.

2010-12-20T22:11:00.000-08:00

Christmas is around the corner. (: Just wanted to wish you all a MERRY CHRISTMAS and a HAPPY NEW YEAR. (:

Realisation.

2010-12-14T01:30:00.000-08:00

Sometimes, it takes time to realize what you had was all you needed till it's gone. It's true. Something has always been bothering me and I'm really afraid of what could happen in the future. But I always remind myself, that whatever I do it's all part of a greater plan that He has for me. Though this thing keeps popping into my mind frequently, I try my hardest to be positive. Things are easier said than done. Sometimes it bothers me so much that I just blank out and sit there and well, be in deep thought. Whatever the future has waiting for me, I'm prepared to face it, cause I know, He's always gonna be there for me.

Love,
Jean Ann
I just don't wanna lose you.

Here we go.

2010-12-03T21:23:00.000-08:00

It's that time of year again. Time for joy and time for cheer. It's Christmas. (: My favourite time of the year. It's my favourite holiday. (: Haven't been doing much lately. Have to start doing my addmaths soon. (: I know every end of the year, people will start saying, seems like yesterday was only January. Which is really true. I mean. Really, come to think of it, it's like only yesterday I started form 4 and now we're talking about SPM next year. 12 months may sound like a long time. But seriously, I seems like 24 hours. Well, I shall stop blabbering now. (: Can't wait for Christmas. Goodbye people. (:

Love,
Jean Ann
You made my day. (:

Sometimes..

2010-11-30T03:20:00.000-08:00

When people treat you like a punching bag and take all their anger out on you, be a sponge and absorb it. At first you'll feel angry and wondering what on earth did you do? You would also probably start screaming and fighting back with whoever. But, you'll soon regret the things you said. Believe me. Well, now I've learn that. It's frustrating, but after awhile you'll get used to it. (: (: Enjoy your holidays people. (:

Love,
Jean Ann
Where you belong.

Thoughts.

2010-11-22T20:59:00.000-08:00

Before coming to this page, my head was filled with things that I wanted to blog about. But when this page popped up. It all went "poof". Well, all I can remember is that I remembered having a nice chat with Emily during the BBQ party on Sunday. I remembered telling her that different people have different ways of expressing themselves. For example, some people share their thoughts with others by well, sharing. Some people play their musical instruments to express their feelings. People express their feelings through art. See. Many different ways. I think I'm more of the sharing and writing kind of person. (: So how do you express yourself? (:

Love,
Jean Ann
I will be remembering you.

Facing the fact.

2010-11-17T20:22:00.000-08:00

Hello. I know, I always have random topics to blog about. Mainly cause I had a bad dream yesterday night and I'm currently thinking about it. What if that thing really happens? I'm not going to tell you what my dream was, because it will break my heart even more. Let's just say it's something really really unpleasant. So well, I was thinking, if it really does happen. What would things be like? Yes, I would definitely break down and cry my eye balls out. No doubt about it. There will most definitely be a hole in my heart that's gonna take forever to heal. But everything happens for a reason. Changes take place whether you like it or not. Life goes on. The world doesn't stop just because you want it to. When things don't go your way, then too bad. That's how life is. It's easy to say this now. But I'm not like that. I hate changes and I take forever to adapt to it. Whatever it is. I keep reminding myself. Everything happens for a reason.

The only thing constant in life is change. -François de la Rochefoucauld

Love,
Jean Ann
Somethings are meant to be.

I want to be right where you are.

2010-11-16T04:38:00.000-08:00

My haircut. =(

It has been raining heavily the past few days. Somehow when it rains, it gives me a very calm and cool feeling. I know, I'm weird. Thunder, lightning and she's CALM? But who actually takes the time to step out of their houses after rain and just watch the water droplets on plants and takes pictures of them? Not you. But me. Yes. I'm too freee. (: Yup. I admit. I'm too free. Anyways, baked cookies today. Jam filled cookies. Yummy! But a little too sweet. So yeah. Here are a few pictures that this free girl took. Click HERE.

Love,
Jean Ann
Cookies. (:

You were meant to be.

2010-11-13T05:51:00.000-08:00

Had fun catching up a few people that I haven't talk much to recently. It was great knowing that they are all doing good and are all happy happy people. (: This is one of the little things that gives me a big big big smile. (: I hope everyone is doing good and living life happily.

It's a meaningful life you have been given, so live it well. =)

Love,
Jean Ann
Thankful for you. (:

I'm not that special.

2010-11-09T06:45:00.000-08:00

I'm not unique, I'm not flawless. I don't have all the things that people are looking for. I know that one day, I might lose you. But I'm gonna treasure every moment I spend with you. (:

Jean Ann
Upside down smileys(:

We simply fit together.

2010-11-09T05:22:00.000-08:00

You whispered things I never thought I would ever hear. That's more than I could ever ask for. Things are always good when I'm with you. Stay with me, promise me you'll never leave. We'll try to be the best that we can be, and take our time. :)

Love,
Jean Ann
I'll never let you go. :)

You.

2010-11-04T02:45:00.000-07:00

I really do love you. I hope you know that will never change. :)

I hope we always feel this way.

2010-11-01T03:12:00.000-07:00

Exams are officially over. This girl is feeling extra free and relaxed now. You should have seen that extra wide smile on my face when I knew exams was over. A big wide smile is worth a million words, isn't it? Overall, exams were alright. Lots of laughing going on in class. I have to say, they are the best classmates anyone could wish for. The year is coming to an end in another month's time. I don't know why, but this is gonna sound so over said, but seriously time flies when you're enjoying it. No joke about it. A lot has happened since the last time I blogged, whatever it is I know that everything happens for a reason. =) Time to go out, take a deep breath of fresh air, pluck some flowers, watch tv, relax, spend time and have fun! So, that's all for now, goodbye. =D Oh wait, before I forget. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CHRISTY LOW SZE YI. =D

Love,
Jean Ann
No need to prove myself.

Head hurts.

2010-10-07T01:31:00.000-07:00

Currently suffering from a headache. Random. I know. But it hurts. Lots of stuff going on. Hmmm.. Have you ever thought that something is your fault but it actually isn't? I do. Don't ask me why but I just feel like I'm the main reason of the problem. Maybe I'm not. Maybe I am. But I guess I'll never know huh. I just don't know what to say anymore. So yeah. Goodbye. I'm sorry for the confusing and pointless post.

Love,
Jean Ann
Tell me what to do.

Bloggy.

2010-09-29T00:21:00.000-07:00

Yes. My blog is officially 3 years old now. =) My blog is a place where I pour my deepest thoughts and not-so deep ones too. Most people might have probably gave up on blogging right now, but I don't think I will anytime soon. Blogging is a way I release "stress" and well, just share my happy moments and maybe not-so happy ones too. =D So yeah. Nothing much have been coming up lately. Just that my final exams are coming in another 19 days from today and I haven't touch my lovely books yet. So, I better head to them now before they start to hate me and not give me knowledge. Goodbye. =D

Love,
jean ann
Whisper words of wisdom.

Sixteen.

2010-09-15T18:40:00.000-07:00

Yes. =D I'm sixteen now. Birthday just passed a few days ago. Had dinner with family. Then on the 14th, after being asked to wake up early for breakfast in Starbucks, THEY surprised me. Who's the THEY? Lol. Only the bunch of people I love most. =D Haha. Seriously appreciate all that you guys have done for me. =) I'm a really really blessed girl to have friends and family that love me very much. So yeah. I'll upload some of my random snaps taken using my phone. So yup. =D Enjoy your day people. =)

Love,
Jean Ann
Are you the one?

I do my deepest thinking in the shower.

2010-09-05T02:45:00.000-07:00

Yes. I seriously do. I had a little dream on Friday night that make me think really deeply what life is all about. I dreamt that somehow I died. Then I remember saying that I never got to do the things I wanna do. This dream kinda brought me back to pastor's sermon. He said that doesn't mean you're young you won't die. I find it really true. Since young, I have always hated the thought of dying, funerals and graveyards. Whenever we drive pass a graveyard I'll start screaming and covering my eyes. I know, everybody has to die. It's a part of life. If anyone lives from day to day without a goal or something to achieve in his life, I think it's a pointless life. I'm not judging you, I'm just saying what I think. Coming back to my life now. I haven't really been living life the right way I guess. It's the same routine over and over again. Go to school. Eat. Sleep. Bath. Watch tv. Use computer. Talk. Sleep. I know I'm not the best person in the world either. I always argue with my parents and well, I know I can be a pain in the ass sometimes. Coming back to the topic, I realize that there's so many things that I can do but I'm always just sitting around doing nothing or wasting my time when I can actually spend more time doing something more. I don't know about you, but I think it's time for me to change. Start studying, start practicing the piano more, start being patient with people and well, live a life with no regrets. Life's too short to be wasted. I know. I'm throwing all my random thoughts here. But I just felt like I have to let it out somewhere. I think somehow God wanted me to realize this and make me change my point of view in life. =)

Thank you Lord! =)

Love,
Jean Ann
Time to make a change.

Last Day of School.

2010-09-02T05:21:00.000-07:00

Yup! It's the last day of school tomorrow and then two weeks of holidays! Finally, time to sleep as long as I want and finish doing things that I wanted to do. Holidays wouldn't really be holidays. Have to start studying for my final exams if I want to get good results. Bleh. Saying this, I know I won't study and I'll end up studying last minute like I always do. But hopefully I'll stick to the plan this time. Haha. =) Well, Happy Holidays and Selamat Hari Raya! =)

Love,
Jean Ann
Just the way you are.

We'll be a dream.

2010-08-24T02:45:00.000-07:00

Hey world. =D exams are finally over and I'm in the process of getting my marks back. So far my marks have been satisfying. =D Well, nothing much for now. Read finished Dear John today. Didn't really expect the ending to turn out like that. But overall it was worth reading and I really liked it. =D Looking forward to finishing up the rest of my books I haven't touched yet. So yeah. Going off now. Bye!

Love,
Jean Ann
You'll never know.

Just for the sake of updating.

2010-08-13T06:12:00.000-07:00

As said in the title. I really don't have much to blog about. Not that I've given up on blogging. Just nothing interesting happening in my life. yet. So yeah. I already have some plans for my two weeks holiday in September. Photohunt for my bio project with Ee Lyn. :) Wahahaha. =) So yeah. Nothing much. Better go off to do my revision and homework. Goodbye! =D

Nanta Cooking and Prefect Dinner.

2010-08-02T01:47:00.000-07:00

Hey world! It's finally August. But feels like it's just January. This year has been awesome so far. Met awesome people and had fun doing stuff I never did before. Haha. Well, I shall just save that for my end of the year oh-so-emo post that I always do. Lol. Alright, well on the 24Th of July, my brother brought us to watch a Korean musical thing called " Nanta Cooking" Seriously, I enjoyed myself. It was definitely a one time thing, but it was cool. =) Next, prefect dinner was held on the 30Th of July, as you all should probably know by now. My facebook has been flooded with pictures and comments. The stay over, the drunk Switzerland dude that couldn't keep his hands off Azmeer and laying on the ground watching Satellites ( according to someone, can't really remember who) was really a great experience and I seriously did have fun. We fight, we argue, we don't get along, but hey, we're still a big bunch of maniacs who love each other. =P Haha. Well, I'm gonna end my post right here. Pictures can be seen Here. Enjoy!

Love,
Jean Ann
The joy and the pain, I'm making them yours.

Hey world!

2010-07-24T00:08:00.000-07:00

Yes. I've been blogging very little recently. Mainly cause I'm either really busy or plain lazy. But I'm back now. No more slacking. August test is coming up real soon. So is my piano exam. Worried that I won't do well for piano. This is my first time taking a full format piano practical exam. With the aural test, scales, sight reading and so on. So I don't think I'm really prepared for it. Well, whatever it is, I'll try my best. Prefect dinner is coming up. I think it would be fun. I think. So yeah. Nothing much to blog about. Had a great time at pyramid yesterday with Jas, Ash, and Kenn. Went shopping for prefect dinner stuff and watch Sorcerer's Apprentice. Overall, it was a good movie. Had a great time with them. Going to go out to watch a musical tonight. Will blog about it after I watch it alright? Long over-due photos. Click here.

Love,
Jean Ann
I'll get by.

Cause it doesn't matter anymore.

2010-07-14T02:32:00.000-07:00

Hey world. School is kinda killing me. Not because its hard or anything. It's just bleehh. What can I say. Lol. I try my best to make the best out of it. So yeah. Trying to keep my mind off things. So yup. Nothing much to update about. =) Goodbye people! =D

Love,
Jean Ann
I'm learning to let go.

So close.

2010-07-07T21:06:00.000-07:00

Hey people. Sorry that I've only been blogging once a week. That's the best I can do. Considering that prefect dinner and prefect installation and coming up. Busy with TrEes project too. So yeah. I've also fallen sick. Bleh. Feels good to be home when I'm sick. =) I just have this warm and cuddly feeling. Wahahahha. =) I'm random. Must be the fever talking. So yeah. Goodbye people. Will definitely blog more once everything is over.

Oh yeah, before I leave.

HAVE A GREAT TIME IN AUSTRALIA LI KENN! =D

Love,
Jean Ann
I don't need anyone else but You.

Leaving an impact.

2010-07-02T06:58:00.000-07:00

Hey! For those people who didn't go to school today, good job. We did nothing but have fun and have more fun. Visited my primary school today. When I first stepped into the primary school compound, all the memories came rushing in. Luckily, Kenn, Ashley and Jaqfar was there to help me recall some awesome memories. Met a few of our old teachers and saw changes in them too. I bet they felt the same. It's funny, how when we were in that school and we can't wait to get out of it. But when you leave, you feel like going back. Like how we used to hate going to assembly, sitting on the stony assembly hall/parking lot thing. Now you wonder why you ever complain when sitting on the floor, full of stones to throw at your friends. In secondary school, things like that are just called plain childish. Now in secondary school, we complain why must we sit so long and listen to the teachers talking, sing our boring old school song, line up to go back to class. In primary school, we sang our school song for fun, we talk to the teachers a lot, put our hands on our friend's shoulders to straighten our lines. When talking to our primary school teachers, I found out how childish our secondary school life is, compared to the primary school students. You would expect a grown teenager to off the tap, but no, they leave it on and leave the water running. Fighting near a primary school, setting bad examples for the students. Jumping over fences. If you ever think of calling a small kid to grow up, think twice.

-It's funny how some people come and go, but leaving an impact before they go. What I'm talking about isn't some foolish thing. But a great impact. A good one.

-Things change, people change, but some things never change. =D

Love,
Jean Ann
Seasons change, but You remain.

Busy week.

2010-06-25T21:45:00.000-07:00

I had a busy busy week. But it was good overall. Stressful but fun. Celebrated teacher's day yesterday. Got covered with flour and water. Awesome time we had. I'm gonna be even busier in July if TrEes get through tier 1! =) So yeah. Results are bleehh.. Not good. Lol. So nothing much to update about. Gonna attend Ayesha's Birthday Party later at night. =D So yeah. Goodbye people.

Love,
Jean Ann
Jump a little higher.

Long time since...

2010-06-18T06:25:00.000-07:00

we ever had a youth outing. Lol. So yeah. Went out with my church youth people today. It was fun! But super tiring. Met a lot of people there too. Well, I didn't want to go at first, cause I had to go to school. But then, they said the school thingy was canceled. So I could go. So I went. Haha. Had fun with Emily, Grace and Carine. It's been so long since we've actually hung out. So yeah. Currently, I'm having a headache. Not sure why. Maybe it was the car ride home. Muahahaha. =) So yeah. Nothing much to update for now. School's gonna start on Monday. Time to face the results. Nooo! *screams* Okay. I'm lame. I get it. Lol. So yeah. Nothing much. Goodbye. Here are some random pictures. =)

COOKIES! =)

Had a great week. Thank you. =)

Love,
Jean Ann
Never knew how.

Change.

2010-06-13T03:00:00.001-07:00

Hey! I know I haven't really been blogging much lately. Just haven't really felt like there's something for me to blog about. But, I just realize, that I have to pen this thought down before it flies off somewhere else. Well, here goes. Starting off, I'm a person that resist change. I seriously do not like the fact that something is changing. It takes kinda long for me to adapt to it. I recently stumbled across my kindergarten friend's facebook page, and I thought she changed a lot. From the shy, timid little friend I grew up with, she seems more cheerful and happy now. More outgoing I guess. But I then realize that, she's not the only one that changed. Lots of my friends changed too. But I guess, people change. I'm not saying it's a bad thing. Changes can be good or bad. Yeah. So I shall end my weird post here. Goodbye for now. =)

Love,
Jean Ann
Trying hard not to let you down.

Camp.

2010-06-08T06:21:00.000-07:00

Hey people! Got back from camp yesterday. This year's theme was Clarifying Our Purpose. I think overall camp was awesome. Went kayaking/canoeing and cycling with Leanne during free time. Most of the people went swimming, paintball, go-kart, and archery. Camp was easy-going and I really had fun. So yeah, camp was awesome. =D Pictures will be uploaded soon. Will post the link once I've uploaded it. Alright. Time for me to go relax and enjoy my two weeks of holiday. Bye!

Love,
Jean Ann
You don't know what it's like to be like me.

Holidays.

2010-06-04T06:30:00.000-07:00

The title says it all. Holidays have started and I'm starting off my holidays with Church Camp. Yeah. Awesome. So nothing much right now. Seriously don't feel in the mood for anything. Something happened. It ain't good. So, I'll just pray and see what happens. Cause in my darkest hours, I know He'll continue to guide us and lead us all the way. =)

Love,
Jean Ann
Guide us with your grace.

I think I better leave right now.

2010-05-26T23:47:00.000-07:00

Hey people! I'm finally done with my first week of exams. Just one more week to go and holiday! =) Yeah. Well, nothing much actually. Camp is next week! So yeah. Nothing much to blog about right now. But soon there will be. Just hang on alright. =)

Love,
Jean Ann
Tell me what do you say?

Simple as the sunrise.

2010-05-18T07:26:00.000-07:00

Hey world. Exams starts next monday. Still haven't finish studying yet. But I'm gonna be done soon. So yeah. Life's been really weird. Yeah. Weird. Don't know. But lately there's too much going on and I'm really tired of everything. But I just need to hang on till exams are over. =) So yeah. Goodbye world. I will blog properly after my exams la. =) Bye.

Love,
Jean Ann
I miss you.

Busy Busy.

2010-05-11T05:09:00.000-07:00

Yes. I'm really busy. But I'm gonna update anyways. As you've probably read in the previous posts that my exams are coming up. Yup. Exams are coming. I'm really nervous alright. Somehow, this days I just don't feel like myself. Don't ask me in what way, don't ask me why. I just feel that way. I just have to take my mind off things. I don't know how to do that either. But I'll definitely find a way. Well, definitely can't wait for the holidays. 2 weeks of doing nothing. Relaxing. Catching up with friends. Sleeping. Hibernating and most of all catching up with some reading. I absolutely love Nicholas Sparks! =) Gonna have to finish reading my books first then I'll go get more. The thing I love about reading The Last Song by Nicholas Sparks, it's a very well written book and got me addicted to it. Page turner! =) So yeah. Nothing much.

By the way, JASMYNE FOO is back in town. =)

Love,
Jean Ann
You appear just like a dream to me.

Assumptions.

2010-05-10T06:10:00.000-07:00

Hey world. I've been receiving anonymous comments on my post. Mostly encouraging comments. But this comment caught my eye. This person said, " really important stuff. -_-" I'm here to clarify something, I blog whenever I want to. Important or not. It doesn't matter. I write to express and not to impress. So yeah. Not saying its a bad comment or anything. It's just to clarify that. =) Haha. So yeah. That's it for now. Exams coming. Stressing out. =D

Bye,
Jean Ann
God bless the broken road.

Can't keep my eyes off you.

2010-05-07T07:32:00.000-07:00

Hey world! Yes, I haven't been updating much lately. Exam is coming soon. I'm really really busy. Lots of things to do. =( So yeah. Forgive me for not blogging alot alright? =)

Love,
Jean Ann
I won't stop loving you.

As it draws closer.

2010-05-02T02:05:00.000-07:00

Hey. As what draws closer? Well, as exams draws closer of course. I'm currently panicking but still not studying yet. Haha. I promise I will study okay! And I will definitely start already. So yeah. Don't worry. Anyways. Nothing much to say. Will blog when there's more exciting stuff happening. So yeah. Goodbye.

Love,
Jean Ann
When everything's made to be broken.

Be nice.

2010-04-27T05:02:00.000-07:00

Hey! It's been almost a week since I last blogged. So yeah. On Sunday we learned in youth about being nice.

1. Be nice.
2. Forgive others.
3. Be nice but don't put on a mask.

Learned more than that. But can't really remember. I think I'm falling sick. So. I better go off now. Bye. =)

Love,
Jean Ann
It's you I'm dreaming of.

Keep holding on.

2010-04-21T02:30:00.000-07:00

Hey! Camp was awesome as said in the previous post. Did some obstacle course. Listened to lots of motivational talks. But it was all good! Really emotional camp. I think everyone really did get closer and got to know one another better. Learned a lot and saw a lot of people cry. Awesome camp overall. Nothing is up lately. Haven't really been studying yet although exams are in less than a month's time. I just feel helpless over somethings. Somethings that I know I can't help with. Helplessness just takes over. But no matter what happens, we should never give up. Keep holding on. Well, that's all for now. Goodbye.

Keep holding on,
Cause you know we'll make it through, make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through.

Keep holding on- Avril Lavigne

Love,
Jean Ann
We'll make it through.

Back from Camp.

2010-04-20T05:44:00.003-07:00

Hey people. I'm back from camp. =) Had an awesome time there. Learned alot of new things. I shall blog about it next time alright? =)
Bye!

Love,
Jean Ann
F-U-N.

I forgot.

2010-04-13T05:22:00.000-07:00

Yes. I've officially forgot what I wanted to blog about. But there's still traces of it in my brain. So I shall drain it out and spill it here. =) Well, learned about giving thanks in youth on Sunday. So I'm gonna tell you what I've learned.

1. Always give thanks no matter good things happen to you or bad things happen to you. It's a gift from God. He's building character through tough times.

2. Don't ask why me? When you face tough times. Ask, Why not me? =)

Okay. Those are the main points. I mean. Those that I can remember. Prefect camp is on Friday till Sunday. So, don't miss me. =)

Bye.

Love,
Jean Ann
Bright cold silver moon.

I'm not over you.

2010-04-09T06:37:00.001-07:00

Hey world. Came back from tuition about an hour ago. Had a mini Physics test. It was hard okay. So I probably screwed up the whole paper. So yeah. Camp is next week, and as it gets closer. I don't feel like going anymore. Just that feeling of laziness and well, I don't know. Anyways. I would like to proudly say that I watched my school basketball team play in the finals today! It was really exciting. =) In the end we lost to the Puchong school. But it was seriously an awesome match. Go Fourians. =) So yeah. Nothing much to say. So, bye. =)

Love,
Jean Ann
Puddles in the rain.

Writing to express and not impress.

2010-04-05T04:00:00.000-07:00

I like that line. Writing to express how you feel and not to impress people. Have been working on 5 essays lately. Did some research to help me do my essay. Apparently my English is not that good. So now, I have to work and work on my essays. My hand hurts writing essay after essay. Doing sketches everywhere. Papers scattered on the floor. Imagine that. So, trying really hard to keep it all together. Trying as hard as possible to study. But with the amount of essays I have, it's kinda hard. But I'm gonna do it anyway. Thanks for the encouragement that some people gave me. It really did help. Thanks. Well, off I go to finish my irritating essays.

" Even when I fail you, I know you love me. =)"

Love,
Jean Ann
Shine your light and let the whole world see.

We're strangers whatever we do.

2010-04-03T05:50:00.000-07:00

Hey world. =) I don't get blogger sometimes. When there's alot on my mind. When I feel as low as ever and wanna blog. It doesn't let me. But hey, now it lets me blog. Well, there's still lots on my mind. So I might as well type it now before blogger goes haywire again. I have been feeling down lately. I have no idea why. Results came back. Not satisfied. I try my hardest at doing stuff sometimes. But somehow it doesn't always turn out the way I want it to be. Life isn't that pleasing either. I don't know about what I want to be in the future. My schoolmates ditches me sometimes for their much closer friends. Sometimes when I feel like screaming, there's no where I could let my anger out. When I feel like crying, no ones there. It kinda hurts. I hate the feeling of being ditched. I hate being in form 4. I hate that I'm not as good as anyone else. I hate it that I'm sitting to someone I barely talk to. I hate the fact that I don't have someone to run to and tell all my problems to and just cry my lungs out to. I hate it when all I want is someone to hold me tight and tell me everything is going to be okay. I know I'm no good at doing anything. I know I'm not that smart either. All I know is life still goes on despite all these happening. All I know is I'm just gonna hold on to this, this sentence that will give me that extra push. This sentence is the thing that always makes me feel better on a gloomy day.

" I don't know what tomorrow holds, but this one thing I know, I need you Lord."

I will try my best to be a better person. I envy people who have that bunch of friends or maybe just someone to tell them they could do it. Someone who will stay up all night for them. It's just that feeling. Being a girl. Emotions never fail to take over. I need to find some way to distract myself. Off I go to start that journey of distracting myself. =)

Love,
Jean Ann
There's no where to hide from the truth.

Late post about camp.

2010-03-29T06:41:00.000-07:00

Yes. This is a late post about camp. Roar. =D In camp, we learned to dig deeper into our lives and just kinda figure out what kind of person we really are. =) I loved my quite time in camp. When I was just sitting there. Feeling the breeze. I miss that. I'm feeling really lost right now I guess. This week is gonna be a really busy week. Hopefully I can cope with it. =) So, will update more alright? =)

Love,
Jean Ann
Missing you.

Earth Hour.

2010-03-26T23:36:00.000-07:00

Time to switch off your lights! Earth hour is tonight! =) So switch off your lights and take part in this huge event! Don't get left out. =)

8:30 To 9:30 ! =)

Love,
Jean Ann
Earth.

Life is about making choices.

2010-03-22T04:41:00.000-07:00

Hey people! Came back from B U ripples camp in Cameron Highlands. It was cool. =) We learn lots of things there. Shall tell you sometime this week. Lol. I was staring at a snail today during recess, and during that 20 minutes of staring at it. I thought alot about life. I realized we are alot like snails. When the path is cemented, the snail just keeps going without stopping. But when the snail is on the grass, it doesn't know where to go. Sometimes when it moves a little bit too fast, it's shell gets left behind a little while. Sometimes it stops to eat some grass. Sometimes it continues. We are alot like them. When we set our paths straight. We keep on going without stopping. But when we don't, we get distracted sometimes and just do what we like. Sometimes we leave somethings behind when we go too fast. Haha. Random right? Okay, got back my results today. Got an A, two B's and failed my add maths. That's all I shall update about for now. Will update about camp this week. =) Photos are in my facebook. =)

Love,
Jean Ann
Be You!

See You Jeanz

2010-03-18T00:16:00.000-07:00

Yes. Its a post about you! See Eugene. Haha. Your Birthday is coming up. This is the first time you're gonna celebrate your birthday in Australia. =P Muahahaha. So I'm gonna wish you a very very very Happy Early Birthday! =) Enjoy your birthday. Don't miss me too much. =D

Love,
Jean Ann
Roar! =D

Different Perspectives.

2010-03-15T03:21:00.000-07:00

Hello. =) I'm feeling normal today. If you wanted to know. Anyways. Gonna write just a short post for now. More to come soon. So stay tuned! =)

Thank you. =)

You see it it half empty. I see it half full. * Irrelevant to the picture*
People have different perspectives in life. What's yours?

Love,
Jean Ann
I need you.

Blablapbloobleeep.

2010-03-14T06:34:00.000-07:00

Yes. Weird title. I learned that from Jasmyne. So people. I'm currently feeling nothing. Mainly because of something. That's a cool explanation. Bleh. Not feeling in the mood of blogging. But just take this advice.

If you expect a change, the change must start from yourself.

Love,
Jean Ann
Roar.

Hello.

2010-03-10T04:19:00.000-08:00

Hey people. I know everyone has been busy with exams. Including me! Lol. So today I had add maths, biology and moral. I think I practically screwed up my add maths paper. Haha. So nothing to update about actually. Just wanted to drop a quick post. I'm still having my super annoying flu. =.= So yeah. Nothing much. So will update more when I have something to update about. Till then, goodbye!

Love,
Jean Ann
You make me smile!

Exam starts tomorrow.

2010-03-08T04:35:00.000-08:00

I-City

2010-02-28T00:22:00.000-08:00

Hello! As said in the title. I visited I-City yesterday. If you don't know where I-City is, it's in Shah Alam and it's covered with lights! So if you want to see how it looks like you can visit my picasa web album here. =) It's worth visiting. It's only going to be there for 2 months. Haha. Nothing much to update about. Visited Johor for a day. It was awesome. I love Johor! Yummy food everywhere. =P So yeah. Do check out the photos! Bye! =P

Love,
Jean Ann
It's about being who you are.

I have no regrets.

2010-02-22T01:46:00.000-08:00

Hey world. I bet everyone is feeling hot today. As in seriously hot. Lol. Anyways. School this week will be awesome most probably because there will be very little studies. Photography session starts tomorrow and lasts till Wednesday. Thursday, there's larian fourian. Friday's a public holiday. Awesome eh? Exams are closing in. I am zero percent ready. So yeah. That's practically everything about school. I've been really clumsy today again. I tripped while walking up the stairs this morning in school. I hit the railing of the staircase. I almost tripped on the staircase again. Yeah. Clumsy me. There isn't much to talk about now. So yeah. =) Bye people.

Happy Birthday Nikki Yeo. =)

Love,
Jean Ann
You can't see the way your eyes light up when you smile.

It will be alright.

2010-02-18T05:21:00.000-08:00

Get well soon little one. =) I know you'll be alright. =)

Terrified.

2010-02-17T19:56:00.000-08:00

Hey! Hope you're enjoying your Chinese New Year. Didn't blog this few days cause relatives came. =) Chinese New Year has been really hot. Maybe because of the burning offerings thingy. Yeah... So, nothing much to blog about now. Will update more later. =) Bye!

Love,
Jean Ann
Misunderstood.

Everywhere I go..

2010-02-10T04:15:00.000-08:00

Yes. I've noticed I haven't been blogging alot recently. Mainly because I've been drowning myself with homework. Not to mention sleep too! Hey, I need my rest alright. Lol. Anyways, there isn't much to update about. Just that Li-Kenn and I decided to join a photography contest. We're submitting our pictures in tomorrow. So hopefully it'll be alright. Valentine's day is coming up. (so is Chinese New Year) So, I wanna wish you an early Happy Valentine's day and Happy Chinese New Year. It's a backup in case I forget to blog about it. =) Will update more when there's more to say. That's it for now! =)

Love,
Jean Ann
f(x)---> =)

Tab Opener.

2010-02-04T21:30:00.000-08:00

hey! I know I haven't been updating much recently. Its because of my homework. Yesterday, my chemistry teacher came in and starting going nuts. She gave us some short notes and some we had to copy from our text book. Some of the things that she gave us needs to be done in the exercise book, some in the notes. So she keep changing and changing and changing. See? Lol. Maybe you don't understand. Well, let's say you're on Google. Then you decide to open a few new tabs using the same window. After that you open another window and open more tabs there. Later, you open the first window and open more tabs there. Lol. Isn't it confusing? Anyways, Kris Allen is coming to town! =) Okay, I guess that's it for now. Goodbye! =)

Love,
Jean Ann
Did I do something wrong?

I'm barely hanging on.

2010-01-28T06:11:00.000-08:00

Add maths have been driving me nuts. I've been really really clumsy this few days. Almost falling down a billion times, tripping over stuff, almost falling down, not bringing my book and peka, almost falling down. Lol. I think you get the point right? That I'm really clumsy this few days. Don't know why. Life has been easy going. Not really that stressed out yet. Although I still have Add maths work, Modern Maths work, Moral and Bio Folio to do. Well, I shall just end this post here alright? Till then, goodbye. =)

Love,
Jean Ann
Lost. Cold. Unwanted.

I'm lost for words.

2010-01-26T06:11:00.000-08:00

There's always a reason.

2010-01-21T03:40:00.000-08:00

Hey people! Good news. My appeal got through and I'm finally learning bio and goodbye accounts! So there's one thing to be happy about. But I'm currently missing my old class 4t/A Lol. Great people in that class. Great teachers too. But sadly, accounts destroys all of that. For me only la. xD So yeah. Something that you guys don't know and probably don't want to know. My school changed all the class names to make it spell S-M-A-R-T-K-I-D. LOL. I'm serious. I still prefer our old class names. Now it's just super confusing man. =.= Lol. Smartkid. I still can't get over it. It's hilarious. =P Anyways, I've got chemistry notes and bio notes to do. So that's it for now. =)

love,
Jean Ann
Somethings never change.

I know there's no life after you.

2010-01-16T03:53:00.000-08:00

Hello! =) It's a Saturday night and I'm feeling the Saturday night blues. Nah, I'm joking. My parents are busy packing the house. Since it has been in a mess for sometime. I found some of my old stuff in the process of packing too. Since I haven't been using the computer for the past few days, my thoughts are like super jumbled up. I remember when I was little, I always wondered where did Thunder come from? I miss being a child. When all I knew was when I wake up in the morning, school will be great! My friends will be there. Lessons would be fun. During holidays or more specifically, Chinese New Year, when I will go back to Johor and visit my relatives there, we will have barbecue and enjoy seeing the fireworks after that. I miss swinging on the swings. I miss almost everything that I had when I was a child. I miss seeing people fall off their chair after rocking on them. I miss crying over small cuts. I miss crying after I fall off my bike. I miss screaming at the restaurant in Aussie when I was a kid. Why am I saying all this? It's because as you grow older, you become more self conscious. You won't cry in public. You won't scream your head off even if the waiter is annoying. I'm being really random here. But, I'm just saying what's on my mind. If you don't like something. Just say it. I'm ending this random post right here. Right now. Lol. Goodbye! =)

Love,

Jean Ann
You're never gonna be alone.

What if tomorrow never comes?

2010-01-11T03:45:00.000-08:00

Hello world! Life for me has been confusing. Lol. Why? We'll, let's start off with being left out. Sometimes it's just that feeling, when you want to talk to someone. But everyone is like busy going with their own lives. So yeah. Another thing is, everyone's talking about things of their own. Feeling lost there, all I can do is wonder why. Life has been hard. Although is just the beginning of the year. Lots of things have happened in this past week. Going to school now doesn't feel as nice as going to school before this. I found out that I enjoy being alone in my room sometimes. The feeling of quiteness * minus the drilling from my neighbours house* is awesome. I can enjoy the breeze after the rain. The stillness in the air. If only life can be as simple as that. But if life is as simple as that, it wouldn't be called Life now, wouldn't it? Homeworks are starting to pile up. More teachers are coming to class. *relieved* The teachers that enter our class or maybe anyone's class would definitely say, " this is no honeymoon year". I totally agree with that. Who can sleep at night, knowing tomorrow is a day full of homework and Add Maths? Haha. Me I guess. There are like 3 stacks of books on my table now, untouched yet. I think I shall start studying tomorrow. =) Haha. Okay. That's all for now. Bye!

Love,
Jean Ann
I'll miss you one more day.

Hello!

2010-01-07T23:02:00.000-08:00

Hello. Lol. Suddenly, I'm in the mood to blog again. Randomness. Anyways, update about my sisters wedding. She's married now. DONE! lol. Next, school. School has been crappy the pass few days. I mean. You can't choose the stream you wanna be in. So now, you have to appeal. Luckily since we actually fit the given terms. Having to learn Accounts is well. Not good for me. Haha. I just have a huge thing against accounts. School is tremendously different now. Since miss Canada went to Canada. The thing about people leaving... Haihz. Hard to explain. That feeling like one piece of you is missing. It's crappy. Crappy I tell you. Lol. Tuition with Lyn tonight. Hopefully she'll teach me add maths. xD Okay. Nth much to tell. So bye!

Words of wisdom-

There's tremendous happiness in making people happy despite our own situations. -Unknown-

Life isn't about surviving the storm. It's about dancing in the rain. - Unknown-

Love,
Jean Ann
How could I live without you?

Headaches.

2010-01-07T22:56:00.000-08:00

Lol. Hey! =) Funny title. But hey, I'm having a headache okay? Lots of homework to do. I only slept for 5 hours yesterday. SARAWAK WAS AWESOME. =) Yummy food! Great people! Okay. That's it. Lol. Super short for now. Got to get back to my stack of homework! Bye people!

Love,
Jean Ann
Tell me why?

Hello 2010.

2010-01-02T23:27:00.000-08:00

Hello! =) Happy New Year! Haha. Congratulations sis! Welcome to the family Brother-in-law. Lol. So many wishes in one go. Haha. School starts tomorrow and I'm depressed. Can't stand thinking of the homework, studies and tuitions. Even the thought of that makes me sick. =( Anyways, pictures and more update about my sis wedding would be uploaded soon. So please bare with me awhile okay? =) Bye! Happy going to school!

Love,
Jean Ann
Your love is my reward.

It's that time of year again.

2009-12-29T19:48:00.000-08:00

Yes! I really can't believe it. 2009 is coming to an end. It was like yesterday that we entered school. I can't believe it! Time passes really slow when you're not enjoying it, and fast when you're enjoying it. Haha. So yeah. I have people to thank for helping me survive through 2009.

School:

Wong Ee Lyn, Vivian Hor, Kristine Goh and the gang. Lol.
- What else can I say? But thank you for the times you guys annoyed me. Yes. I'm thanking you. Lol. I remember there was this once when Jasmyne and I were studying for exams. Suddenly the whole bunch of them came and started singing Raymond Lam's song. *love not enough* Lol. The weirdest thing to do when someone is studying right. xD Haha. Kristine and Vivian, you guys did a good job putting the other version of Zero Gravity into Lyn's head. xD

Charina, Ameera, Lisa, Jas, Syaniz.
- Thank you for the times you made me laugh like crazy. Enough said. =P

Ashley, Li-Kenn, Christy, Jasmyne and the rest of you.
- Thank you for always being there. =)

Friends

Esther, Emily, Grace, Carine, Sarah, Melody, and the rest.
- Thank you for the times you made me laugh. Thank you for always being there. Thank you for everything! =)

And you!
- Yes, you! Thank you for reading my blog. Eventhough sometimes I crap alot, you were still patient with me. Thank you.

I'm sorry if I missed you out. If I did. Just drop me a msg on my chatbox alright? =P

Last but absolutely not the least. I want to thank GOD! =) He made this happen. He gave me great friends and family. Thank you for everything. =)

Love,
Jean Ann
It's coming to an end.

One by one they vanish just the same.

2009-12-25T22:52:00.000-08:00

The talks about shifting schools, migrating, changing church has got me going crazy. Yeah. Lots of people are moving here and there. So yeah. I remember someone said, friends leave footprints in our life. Haha. I'm here to let all of you know that all of you are a part of me! =) Haha. So yeah. Not really in the mood now. So, will blog when I'm in the mood alright?

Love,
Jean Ann
I don't wanna leave this dream.

Merry Christmas!

2009-12-24T18:42:00.000-08:00

Hello people! I am finally relieved now, since I took my results yesterday. It wasn't the best results ever, but well, lets just say I'm alright with it. Okay, before I go drifting further and further about the subject here, I would like to wish you all a MERRY CHRISTMAS! =) Always remember the true meaning of Christmas k? =) Smile!

Love,
Jean Ann
Christmas isn't Christmas till it happens in your heart.

Christmas!

2009-12-21T21:50:00.000-08:00

Yes. It's that time of year again. Christmas! My favourite holiday. It's coming in 3 days! Lol. Hard to believe that time passes sooo fast! It's as if I took my PMR yesterday, and the results are coming out in 2 days. Yeah.. I'm currently nervous. I mean, who wouldn't be right? Hope I did well. =) Anyways, I've noticed all my posts have been so short and well, boring. So now, here I am to brighten it up with this long and winding post. Lol. The Canadian woman is finally going to have a white Christmas. As said in Christy's blog. We really want the old times back. We want to walk in the school with you, as nervous as we may be, as long as we're together, it doesn't really matter. So, I hope you're happy Canadian! =P Haha. School's reopening soon and I don't want to go back to school. No matter how boring it may be at home. Home is where my heart is. Lol. With Christmas coming, I hope you readers will spend your time with your family on Christmas! Remember the true meaning of Christmas! =) Alright? I'm gonna end my post here. Have a wonderful Christmas and a very Happy New Year! =)

P.S: the picture on top was taken by me in Australia. =)

Love,
Jean Ann
Memories remain.

Rumah Shalom.

2009-12-20T05:10:00.001-08:00

Hello world! =) Youth visited Rumah Shalom, an orphanage in Puchong, and the kids there were awesome! Haha. We played games, sang songs. They were super fun to be with! They are really jolly people and I really hope they enjoyed their day. =) Okay, as said almost 82 pictures of my aussie trip has been uploaded into my picasa. So go and have a look k? =) Bye!

Love,
Jean Ann
I love you more than ever.

Scared.

2009-12-17T06:01:00.000-08:00

Thats the word to describe how I feel right now. Results coming out on the 24th of December. Stupidity. Ruin Christmas. =.= As painful as it is. We all have to go through this. Anyways, pictures uploaded to picasa. So go and see! =)

Love,
Jean Ann
Don't wake me.

Missing in action.

2009-12-14T17:11:00.000-08:00

Yes. I have been missing in action for awhile. Lol. I guess cause I was in Australia and internet is expensive there. Lol. The trip was good. Enjoyed spending time with my family. If you wanted to know, it's summer there. BUT, it was like super cold. I mean seriously! Summer and everyone is wearing like 4 layers of jackets. Lol. That's how cold it was. Got cough. Might be because of the seafood and western food I ate. Lol. As for now, I feel like having breakfast.=) Pictures gonna be uploaded soon. Bye!

BYE JASMYNE FOO ZHEN MEI!

Love,
Jean Ann
Cuts right through me.

Those little smiles, I will always remember.

2009-11-28T08:17:00.000-08:00

As said in the title. VBS is finally over! But it kinda happen too fast. =) I love it when you do something so little for the kids and they say thanks with that wide smile! =) Sweet! lol. But, on the first day. I was really disappointed. When I didn't see my favourite twins walk in those doors. My heart fell. =( The twins I've been mentioning were from VBS last year. They were so cute! Haha. They have this cute smile that can never be wiped of their faces. Their little hands, holding mine. Trusting me with every step. I think that's our relationship with God should be. =) We should always trust him with every step we take with faith! =) *smiles* Okay, that's all. =) Bye!

God is unpredictable.
God is uncontainable.
God is unforgettable. =)

Love,
Jean Ann
I miss that smile.

=)

2009-11-26T03:21:00.000-08:00

Random. Lol. Anyways, friends came just now, watch Ice Age 3 and played cards. That's all. Lol! And, instead of playing Bullshit, we renamed it HORSE. =) Lifeless. I know. So. Yeah. VBS tomorrow, so that means sleeping early. =) Haha. Random pictures uploaded here. =) It's going to busy busy busy after tmrw and after Christmas. Hopefully, I don't fall sick. =)

Love,
Jean Ann
I'm not sorry that it's over.

Talks about YOU!

2009-11-23T09:23:00.000-08:00

c=50]Ty[/c] says: same!
sigh writing the post i cried reading yours also the same
sighs jean
Jean Ann says: got to stop crying! lol
[c=50]Ty[/c] says: ahaha yeah
Jean Ann says: haihz stop di cant believe im still awake at 1.15
[c=50]Ty[/c] says: lol
Jean Ann says: mums going to kill me lol
[c=50]Ty[/c] says: ahahaha she dont let you stay up late?
Jean Ann says: nope
[c=50]Ty[/c] says: my parents are used to it
Jean Ann says: haha im still depressed =(
[c=50]Ty[/c] says: i'm not ready to let go
Jean Ann says: me too
[c=50]Ty[/c] says: i wanna kill her
Jean Ann says: me too!
[c=50]Ty[/c] says: i'll pray her flight gets delayed
Jean Ann says: haha or! they cancel it or they book the 2015 flight i duno how but who cares!

Jas! Don't go.

There's so much to be said.

2009-11-23T08:39:00.000-08:00

Here's a post inspired by the one and only Christy Low. =) It's about this soon to be Canadian woman I met 2 years ago too! She changed my life. Seriously! She made me realize that, I really really hate the word "whatever". Lol. Yeah. We spend lots and lots of time together. She's been in the same class as me since form 2? So yeah. 2 years in the same class. Seeing her everyday, hearing her voice. Wow! Imagine that. Annoying huh. xD haha. Joking. She's really nice to talk to. Things would really be different without her. I think, for the rest it wouldn't be that bad. But, Imagine! I spend most of my time with her. Without her, I think I'll feel really lonely. So yeah. We've been through tears and laughter, ups and downs. Birthdays, birthdays,birthdays, and more birthdays. She's like a good helper when it comes to planning stuff. So without her, it'll definitely be harder. The thought of not being around when she leaves for Canada makes me feel bad. I'm really sorry! =( And sorry for the times I refused to take pictures with you, refused to listen and insist on arguments! But hey, without the arguments, it wouldn't be the same! Sorry for the times Christy and I keep annoying you. But, once again, you're the only one we can annoy and get that super Jasmyne mengada face out of you. You do it the best! =) I'm afraid, afraid that things would change. Maybe without you, we wouldn't hang out together as much. Maybe, you would forget us and move on with your life sooner or later. Even thinking about that, just tears me apart. What am I going to do without you jas! Without you to annoy, without you to argue with. Going to school will definitely change. Waking up in the morning knowing that you're missing. It's just, well different. When I was standard 6, it was hard enough saying goodbye to the rest. We promised to visit, to call, to text. But no one ever did. So, I'm hoping. You will keep your promise and visit us alright? =)

Jas,
Thank Christy for this inspiring me to write this. Jas, you know we love you. No matter how much we argue. No matter how far we are. Our friendship will remain alright? =) Love ya lots!

It took me very long to find a picture of you and me. But, all I found was this. Hope it's good enough.

Love,
Jean Ann
With a broken heart.

It's never easy..

2009-11-19T05:23:00.001-08:00

Hey! I know you're curious what I'm up to right. Holidays so long. Haha. Well, this girl has been baking and eating. =P See the yummy pictures below. Don't drool! =) Haha. Baked cookies, brownies and apple pie! The brownies was kinda a cheat. Cause i used the ready mix. Lol. So it was easy. But the apple pie was real! So was the cookies. =) Lol. Enjoy! =)

Love,
Jean Ann
It's worth it in the end.

All the things I still remember..

2009-11-16T00:29:00.000-08:00

Hey! Okay, I've decided to blog even more nowadays. I've noticed my post are short and somehow boring. =) So, I'm gonna talk alot! If I can that is. Been spending my time hanging out with the bunch of friends from school cause some Canadian is going to Canada. Things wouldn't be the same without her I guess. Maybe because we always like to bully her. =) So yeah. But hey! She promised to visit us. So there's the good side to it. Don't know her that long maybe 3 years? Haha. Secondary school isn't as scary as it seems. I remember when I was standard 1 and was so afraid to step in school. But then, I got over it and made lots of new friends. When standard 6 came, all of us can't wait to get out of school and get over with UPSR, little did we know we would start missing all the friends that we've made. I think primary school friends are the hardest to forget. I guess cause we spend a total of 6 years together. When secondary school came, everyone was nerdy and afraid. But, it was easy to get over it. After 5 months in school, everyone knew everyone and we were jumping around like monkeys. Later, everyone is talking about PMR, and wishing to get over with all the trials, exams. When it's over, everyone is doing nothing. Exactly like me! Lol. Anyways, I guess we have to cherish the time we have with our friends and family. Don't waste your time doing nonsense. Cause, sooner or later, we'll all be talking about SPM and college. Haha. So, the moral of the story is, Spend your time wisely, time passes by very fast! Haha. So yeah.. Haha. Okay I'm like crapping alot. I'm sorry. =) Enjoy your holidays! =)

Love,
Jean Ann
All the promises we made.

But memories remain.

2009-11-15T00:57:00.000-08:00

Hey ppl, sorry didn't blog about the trip. Well, it was fun I guess. Spending time with my friends. =) So VBS is coming up next. Can't wait. =) So yeah, hopefully the kids and I will have a great time. =) So yeah, will blog more when there's more things. So enjoy your holidays ppl! And to those having SPM, ALL THE BEST! =D

Love,
Jean Ann
It was worth it.

Meeting you, was a dream come true.

2009-11-09T04:00:00.000-08:00

As said in the title. =) I met KEVIN CHENG! =D Ahhh!! *screams crazily* Lol. He and 3 other TVB stars went to summit on the 7th of November. So I went too. Got to squish my way through the crowd to take some photos. Most of it are very blur. There was this little annoying girl next to me that keeps bugging her dad to carry her. Lol. Yeahyeah. So the pictures are in my picasa so go and seee! =) So yeah. Short update. Heading to an orphanage tomorrow. School trip. =) Should be interesting. So will blog about when I get home. So yeah. Bye people!

Love,
Jean Ann
What can I do to make you love me?

Let it be..

2009-11-06T06:19:00.000-08:00

Yay! I'm finally back. I'm sorry for abandoning you my beautiful lovely blog. Lol. Anyways, my modem and router are like crazy so they din allow me to go online. Called streamyx, the send the person here, he told me to change my router settings and change my modem too. But, my brother in law, LOL. it's weird saying that. Anyways, he fixed it! Without changing the router. Lol. So, I'm finally back! =) So yeah, will update more ya. =)

Love,
Jean Ann
Life's like a candle.

What I'm feeling right now..

2009-10-28T03:05:00.000-07:00

Hey world! =) How's it been? Weird title. I know. But hey, that's what this post is all about. What I'm feeling and thinking right now. Well, yeah.. I feel weird... I mean I remember what I said last year, " PMR AHHH!!!" but now, it scares me. Time passes so fast that in a blink of an eye, I'm done with PMR. I don't like it one bit. Why? Because, knowing that this year is going to end soon, and that someoneeeee is flying off somewhereee isn't a good feeling. Lol. She's a good friend of mine. =) Anyways, things would be different without her I guess. I think I'm a girl who doesn't like changes. I mean, I like my life the way it is. Why must things be different? I guess that's how life goes huh. Everyone is talking about changing school,changing this and that, blablablabla. So the list goes on and on. But for me, I don't want to change anything. My life is nice the way it is, I don't want things to come into my life just for awhile and leave me again. But.. I guess even if that happens, I can deal with it. I mean it's better to have love and loss than to have never love at all? Lol. What am I saying man. =.= Even I make myself confused. LOL. =) Well, not in the mood for talking so much yet. So yeahhh.. Byeeee! =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRISTY LOW SZE YI! =)

Love,
Jean Ann
So close...

Come crashing over me..

2009-10-26T01:19:00.001-07:00

Hello world! =) More Bali pictures have been uploaded into my picasa, so do go and check it out! =) Short update. Enjoy your holidays!

Love,
Jean Ann
There is no one else for me.

Bali..

2009-10-22T02:01:00.000-07:00

Hey people! =) I'm back from Bali. It was really nice. Nice people there. Great waves. Beautiful beaches, amazing hotels, and awesome shopping places. So yeah. We stayed at the Mercure hotel which is located next to Hard Rock Hotel. So yeah. Haha. Pictures are in my Picasa Web Album, so go and check it out. Its in the links. >>>>>>>>> on the right. Lol. Holidays aren't that interesting for now. Maybe because it's still October. People still having finals. So yeah. Haha. I'm like really having problems blogging now. Before I log in to my blog there's like tons of stuff in my head. But now. It's blank. Maybe it's a Blogger's block ( instead of writer's block). Yeah. I think. Lol. Currently not feeling well. Having cough and flu. So.... yeah. Lol. Okay I think I better stop here, or else, my post will be full of crap. Soooo, happy holidays form threes! All the best to all the other people who are still having their finals. =) Byeee!

Love,
Jean Ann
I'm officially missing you.

Welcome to the family!

2009-10-15T20:31:00.000-07:00

Welcome to the family baby Damian! =)
My cousin's baby.
birthday: 10/10/2009

picture by: baby's parents.

Sunway!

2009-10-15T06:00:00.000-07:00

Yes. Went sunway yesterday. Watched a cloudy with a chance of meatballs. So, let the pictures do the talking awhile. =D

more pictures will be uploaded soon. =)

Anyways, WE = Me, Jasmyne, Christy, Li-Kenn, Daryl, Ryan, Beng, Ben went to Sunway yesterday. Watched a movie. Then the guys went to play pool. While Jas, Kenn, Christy and I decided to makan again. Haha. So we went to jalan and makan. Then started walking. Suddenly, the guys called to say that they were in popular. So yeah, we went to popular, then decided to go McD's. So we walked there. Then the guys ate ice cream sundae. Lol. The funniest part was when Ryan said he didn't like it. Here's what happened.

Ryan: I don't like the ice cream.
Me: Why? It's nice! It's chocolate! Everyone likes chocolate.
Jasmyne: It isn't really chocolate.It's fudge.
Me: Still, it taste like chocolate.
Ryan: But it's very thick. It's like you put your phelgm in and mix it around. It's so thick.
Me and Jas: Ewww! *starts laughing*

Lol. So yeah. Nothing much. Going Bali tmrw! =D Yay! xD So, enjoy your holidays people! =)

Love,
Jean Ann
Just to see you smile.

won't even start.

2009-10-12T19:42:00.000-07:00

Finally free! =) Haha. PMR is finally over. So, I'm back to blogging. Exams are okay I guess. Everything is going well. Going Bali this weekend to de-stress! Lol. =) Need to recover from brain damage. I can finally delete all the sejarah, science, and stuff from my brain. Say goodbye to books and hello to fun! =) Haha. Can't wait to spend my holidays with my beloved friends. Can finally see their faces again. Instead of books. Haha. That's all for now people! Enjoy your holidays. =)

Love,
Jean Ann
I'll be okay.